Managed to get into my reg doc today. Things were getting scary. I got refills on my supplements (one today, and one that had to be ordered for tomorrow) and a script for an anti-nausea to hopefully get rid of the sick feeling that lingers constantly and return my appetite. My doc was pretty mortified when I told her the nephrenologist couldn't get me in until Dec 12. She set her referral coordinator on them, and they got me moved up to this Thursday. That is wonderful, because I'm not sure how much more of this I can take. She said I still have to monitor myself closely (something I'm obviously already doing), and book it to Urgent Care, if it gets any worse.
Things seem to be moving in the right direction, and for that I'm grateful, but it's hard to keep your spirits up when every step is excruciating, you can't sleep, you can't eat for feeling constantly nauseous, and your anxiety is through the roof.
I am grateful for my family. My husband and son have been wonderful, loving, and selfless through all of this. I pray we can figure out what is causing this soon, so that I can get on track to recovery.
«'We shall build a tower that will reach to the stars!' Having conceived Babel, yet unable to build it themselves, they had thousands to build it for them. But those who toiled knew nothing of the dreams of those who planned. And the minds that planned the Tower of Babel cared nothing for the workers who built it. The hymns of praise of the few became the curses of the many — BABEL! BABEL! BABEL! — Between the mind that plans and the hands that build there must be a Mediator, and this must be the heart.»
It's been a lot of work, but I've finally gotten my stride. I finished 2 hats tonight, finished the pieces to 3 more, and made the bases for another 3. Tomorrow I should be able to finish at least 4 more. Pillboxes are much quicker to make than tops or fascinators, but I'll soon streamline the rest of my operation.
This is all so exciting. I love what I do! It's tiring, and sometimes the creative streak dries up, but you keep producing, because sometimes, even when you think you're spent, you strike magic.
It's Pillbox Month in our store, and to celebrate, we're going to be rolling out new pillbox hats every few days. We're also going to be having a sample/concept sale soon. In addition, we're currently offering coupon code to our Facebook friends, and for our current customers.
- Current Location:The Mad Hatterie
- Current Mood: excited